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welcome to my site and my life

I feel down a lot i will be copying a lot a stuff from my blogger so its going to be all my feelings and some of my friends feelings.

The passed if f**ked and well i can't do anything about that

so here i am fixing my new life but i need some where to type down my feelings.

ABOUT ME

Well i am me a goth. I have a loving girl friend and a baby in her tummy even if we are too young.

I get down alot but i can hide it well til i get bad but i try not to get that bad

Shit happend to me when i was young this is why i am so f**ked up and yes i have one thing to say F**K IT

I like black, I like computers, I like not a lot realy. BUT I REALY LOVE MY GF AND UNBORN BABY

Well that all you are gettin for get lost and read the hole site thank you bye bye.....!

I run and hide but still the pain is there. I forget and think its not there but then it comes back for anouther dig at me. If pain was a man that man would kill me. If pain was a drug we all would be stuck on it because pain is all ways there and not there. If pain is me i am fucked cos i feel the pain all the time.

All the roads lead to here. All worlds end here. All the people live here. All the pain and fear is collected here. Where is this place?
My head!
The blood runs the pain comes the feel is fun the life is hell the time will dwell. Time is running out for my mind to keep this up. Its time to power down and leave it to everyone well to feel it.
The door is open but where does it go?
Could it be at last home free of mind.
Or is it the door way to hell your return to your past life. If u are not going to think time is pain, pain is hell so becarefull fuck life and do what u that to do

We all come we all go. We all feel we all see. We all know pain and we all have a way to make that pain go a way but if u get stopped to alowe that pain to run free we all hit a wall i have been there to meany times i know tis wal brick by brick every speck and i am sick of it.

knowing the time on earth is going to feel long i have something to live for but hidden powers make me feel like shit some times its like pian with nothing to make u feel better its like death but with out the dead bit life and toke a big bite out of my ass and i know there nothing i can do but site here and bitch out it because death is a no no now i have a lovely loving girl friend and i coudn't put her fow that and i have other thing that i have to live for i just need to tell my self there is a point and people do care if i live or die some want me dead most whan me alive and i don't care what i want because i am not having any of it i am staying here for people who care for me i know at lest 5.

( time is 11:02 and its the 12th of feb 2005

If u can't see it does that mean to you is not there. If u your self can't feel it do's that mean i don't. If u say its so do that mean your right. IF u say i am that u are wrong i feel this pain and i see this evil and i am me not your home mad kid u fucked me over then i needed the love and help i hope u are happy with your self. I am me and i wish i wasn't but i am i am stuck with me and seem because of u its going to be this way for ever thank u.

(this is my feeling on my mum and dad) y feeling on my

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